...

and the beautiful realization of life has hit me again,

nothing is realer than a punch to the gut by life itself,

i grew to like someone (possibly way too fast) and in the end

her heart wasnt where i wanted it to be

i was so deep in "like" with her i was willing to take

part rather than all of her,

maybe because shes not the kind of girl that comes around everyday,

but

in the end do i still have feelings for her, yeeap

but will i wait until she finishes her search to mend her heart, no can do playa,

love, love..

(this post is for recollection purposes only, not to exploit my personal life to the public.)

ink,

i want this as a tatoo ,

in the native american culture it means new life or good luck,

no im not 1/16 Cherokee Indian ,

i just think the spiritual meaning behind this is greater than the technical definition,

soon to come?

gaga's got a penis,

tell me she can fuck herself :)

what am i gonna' do,

thepiratebay.org

one of the largest torrent (music download) sites is down.

where am i gonna' get all my illegal music from,

this is definitely a sad day,

***update- its back up and running :)***

:-x

ive always wanted to have sex on top of a public building,

dont ask any questions.

everything im not...

see this picture above ,

that is billy dee williams , orginal ladies man

he always knows what to say,

how to say it,

and just the right way to get your panties off,

the above picture is drew carey,

everything but a ladies man,

im definitely a drew carey.

he thinks off all the right things to say, but never finds the words,

he knows how to move , but finds that standing still is much easier,

he plays the aproachee , and never the aproacher

so for all the drew careys of the world , im right along with ya'

:]

blah. blah. blah,

have you ever noticed that 99% of what people say is just bullshit (see like right there, that was bullshit)

Maybe i'm wrong or maybe im lost

Fuck this was such a random post.