...

and the beautiful realization of life has hit me again,

nothing is realer than a punch to the gut by life itself,

i grew to like someone (possibly way too fast) and in the end

her heart wasnt where i wanted it to be

i was so deep in "like" with her i was willing to take

part rather than all of her,

maybe because shes not the kind of girl that comes around everyday,

but

in the end do i still have feelings for her, yeeap

but will i wait until she finishes her search to mend her heart, no can do playa,

love, love..

(this post is for recollection purposes only, not to exploit my personal life to the public.)